December 2011
3 posts
November 2011
1 post
Hormones.
I need to stop brewing impatience and jealousy.
Please teach me how to have a little more space in my heart to tolerate others’ successes, especially when I think/feel they have done nothing to deserve it.
So much work to do (ie. my presentation due tomorrow) but I really want to head out for a whiff of fresh air. I blame my raging hormones on the lack of exercise this week. And...
October 2011
6 posts
Overhaul
Blogging from the car, en-route to dinner w the family.
Feeling extremely mad w myself n feeling this strong need to restore some order into my life.
Sometimes whn I look at other girls who put in the effort to look good or dress up to go out daily, keep their things organized in cute hello kitty boxes or pink compartments, blog about where they went, write reviews on all their facial products...
September 2011
11 posts
Took the day off work today as I’m feeling a lil under the weather. And since I’ve been going on about how I missed the movie ‘the island’ and how i wanted badly to watch it. A (who also took the day off) downloaded it and we watched it tgt.
I was saying that the plot reminds me eerily of ‘brave new world’ - my fav book that i used to study for literature in JC...
I was just thinking, if I ever had to describe myself, how and whr would I even begin… So here goes,
I hate looking at myself in the mirror
I never seem to have enough patience to apply nail lacquer or put on falsies
I never ever blow dry my hair (have no patience), so yes, I’m one of those girls who leave the hse w wet hair or sleeps with wet hair
I have no idea how to use the...
You got tired of me and took me to the shelter. They were overcrowded and I drew an unlucky number. I am in a black plastic bag in a landfill now. Some other puppy will get the barely used leash you left. My collar was dirty and too small, but the lady took it off before she sent me to the Rainbow Bridge . Would I still be at home if I hadn’t chewed your shoe? I didn’t know what it was, but...
Divine intervention? Perhaps
Sometimes, I’d like to think God is watching me from up there, granting me my wishes in his own time. But now, I’m sure its just my Dad, making sure Im doing whats best for me. (Prolly knows how impulsive, rash and irrational my decision making process is, hence…)
To cut to the chase.
I think its no coincidence that -
I got inspired that one night (after being lazy and idle...
The constant; change
I spoke to someone from my past tonight.
It was a casual conversation just as any casual conversation would go.
But it was different.
This friend of mine was speaking to me, the same manner he did in the past, judging my responses just as he did in the past and moving steps ahead of me and wondering why I wasnt reacting as he thought I would.
And that was when I realized, boy, I’ve...
New Toy
Task at hand would be to figure out how to use this for what its worth.
Not to mention, all the freebies that came with it! :D
August 2011
3 posts
What makes you tick?
These days… I really dont know anymore.
I am overwhelmed with possibilities! And to be quite honest, I think Lea’s got it right. I want everything. And yet, I want nothing.
Having settled into a patterned routine at work has got me day-dreaming at work qte often lately. I dreamt of all the places I can visit with my savings and all the things I can buy with my salary. But when I got...
Review of my home :) →
No one told me, that when you start growing up, you’d stop being lonely and start being alone. Had I known that, I would have been a much happier teenager. Then again, I prolly wouldnt appreciate being alone so much now.
On a random note, I thought I’d start blogging again, since im gonna have to blog as part of my job soon.
Just going through my thoughts while I was in the shower...
July 2011
1 post
The word weekend never used to bring me so much joy n peace as it does now. In the past, I usually couldn’t even tell my weekends n weekdays apart cos I spent them all, pretty much doing the same thing up until about 5 months ago, when I sold my soul.
Weekends are now a constant fight agnst time… Willing it to slow down n pause as I savour happy moments. But once again, Its 1230am on...
May 2011
1 post
Valentino Garavani
Having Valentino fever now
Two items on my i-want list.
The boy thinks im hard at work. I kind of am. right? lol
Shoes
March 2011
1 post
I’ve been gone for some time, long enough.
Work and I are one. Christine is nothing beyond work.
It feels weird typing out my name. Its the one thing that has stuck by me, so strange that a 2 syllabic word can mean so much, encompass so much.
A seemingly ordinary word that represents an identity, an individual.
But.
Why is it that I wake up and I feel like im just one in the world.
...
February 2011
13 posts
Darwin’s theory. Because survival is as such.
Dream a little dream of these
For now, im hung up over these 3 pieces. To be honest, I’ve been hung up over the balenciaga for a long long time…
1. Balenciaga First, In seigle or in anthracite, cant decide!
2. Tangramarama Anna Clutch, Marc by Marc Jacobs
3. Prada saffiano wallet in off white
Its not hard to guess why they capture my heart, I love cream, green and brown. Too much.
Just because
It has always been a wish of mine that christmas, new year’s and the chinese new year’s were spread out over the course of a year and not crammed into 3 consecutive months.
Alternatively, we could have one festival each month just so we’d have a reason to celebrate, a reason to get together and a reason to love.
It saddens me when I see people’s comments on how cny is so...
Love can't save you
Lying in bed, my thoughts are terribly loud tonight. Cant sleep.
I’ve unlocked the silence along with some huge tidal waves, the sheer weight of these waves, threatening to pin me down and crush me.
Into nihility.
An abyss of infinite nothingness.
How do you sleep so soundly at night?
January 2011
24 posts
“We’re so busy watching out for what’s just ahead of us that we don’t take time...”
– Calvin and Hobbes (via quote-book) (via mylovablemonster) (via immaescapereality, jessicachu) (via rosettes) (via poeticheartache) (via deadblackroses) (via theblankpage) (via poeticheartache)
My boyfriend’s favourite cartoon character is The Incredible Hulk.
In the words of my dearest boyfriend, “quite cute what. Like a sick muscular man, green colour.”
WHATTTTTTTT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Sweet.
That would be the word to describe the current state of my life. Nothing but pure caramel.
Im loving my monthly escapades, Taiwan in Dec, Bangkok in Jan, Kelong (JB) in Feb and Perth in March! If only my luggages would unpack and pack themselves!
Getting up at 3pm in the afternoons and watching cable all day long has got to stop. Im missing the gym, a good swim and all the adrenaline...
Some people just dont deserve any God damn sympathy.
Go burn in hell, bitch.
Off to the land of smiles tomorrow. I hope it’d be bright and shiny.
I need it to be.
Thought I’d be terribly excited since i’ve waited for forever to go on a trip, just the 3 of us.
Sadly, Im not.
Its just, life has been so predictable as of late. This dead set mindless routine has rendered me unexcitable.
Nevertheless, I hope the trip will be good and we’ll still be...
Department of social-ogy
I dont know how to function in a social setting that involves alcohol, loud music, conversations over loud music and awkward handshakes.
Its not that I dont wanna meet people or make friends but I just dont see how it’d be beneficial to befriend whatshisname who bought us whatsthatdrinkagain?
I just want to be with people who matter without people who dont matter. And Im saddened by the...